Touching the Sun

Climbing my first mountain at age five,
I thought that I would touch the sun
When I got to the top. But then,
Before we summited, we stopped

To fill our canteens at a natural spring
And there in a calm pool, the sun and I 
Both saw each others' faces staring back.
We both leaned in to see a little clearer

Before I knelt to reach inside that mirror, 
Passing my small hand through the sun's face
To draw a palmful of that clear water
Of which my body mostly is composed.

Meanwhile, over our shoulders,
The clouds poked in their noses,
Resuming their ancient conversation
With the rocks that sometimes hold them
In their palms--

What strange alchemy of grace transforms
The liquid of our sustenance into a sacred meeting
Between the needs of body and of spirit.

Borrowed Love

Deep in the monotony of driving across the state,
Fall's goodbye kiss of golden light having lost its sway
With me, I looked up to my left and saw--
More felt-- gray winter riding there abreast of me.
Her team of horses rode ahead of her dark plough,
Which raked the earth of color in her wake.

The road turned. She overtook us all,
And as she did, wild rainbows arced
Around the wall between her world and ours,
Shot through with flying diamonds of her glittering hail.

Inside her walls, a thousand shades of gray
Mark her dimensions, the still green grass
Abashed by its sudden magnificence, 
And then the light burst like a bugle cry
Through a hole deep in her side, 
Delivering us back to the land where fall remained.

Should this love inside of me ever nod off to sleep,
I will go riding off again to look for the spot
Where two seasons meet. There may I recall that this love
Was always mine to borrow, and never mine to keep.

Fission

Each soul is an echo 

Down the long canyon of history--
An infinite regression.

Sometimes one rich and soulful loneliness 
Meets another, and the nucleus splits--
And it splits, and it splits, and it splits--
An infinite regression
Of hearts saying, "Yes, and--"

Unutterable

Some losses are unutterable,
Even to yourself.

When was the last time you spent a whole day lost in play,

And did you mark its passage?

What of the thousand compromises

Through which you bartered away
Your birthright of love?

And when did you raise the drawbridge between

The world of dreams and this one?

Snow Globe

When you speak, a bell rings
In my spirit. When I walk
Into a crowded room, one word
From your lips hushes the din,

And I am standing alone as in
The center of a snow globe--
My world flips and a strange song
Filters through the sudden snowflakes--

The edges of my world cupped in your palms
While I try to write the lyrics to this song.

Behold

Half a mile from Plymouth Rock,
The captain cuts the engine and directs
Our attention shoreward to behold
The fabled point of origin

Of our self-governance, but I,
Bitten by a summer laryngitis, drift
Outside the web of language where I do not miss
The ocean's churning underpinnings, which rock us,

Teach our knees how to bend and how to stand.
And as I scan the bottomless horizon
On my own, I alone bear witness
To a humpback whale breaching in the distance. 

I want to speak but cannot catch the moment
That the silence of true self-governance exposes.

Long Arms

At Charlotte Airport, waiting for my friend 
To go attend her father's funeral,
I meet a young man whose face shines
With anticipation above a huge bouquet of flowers

Which reach his eyes together with his smile.
He is waiting for his mother from Eritrea
Whom he hasn't seen in years while he has studied
In this tentative America.

I stay and take their photos- she descends
Wrapped in white, an apparition on the escalator,
And I recognize her by her love, which is 
Not in her but around her; it is so large

That I too feel wrapped in love's long arms
Which stretch like airplane routes around the globe,
Touch the silence of our dreams and reach
Just as impossibly down the long tunnel of memory

Into the silence of the grave and back.
I am ready now to go pay my respects.